Farewell and the big brother house feeling

I have been here for 3 weeks and i started to forge a relationship with some people, but this is EF Malta, the people come here for a short period of time and then leave the island to continue with their lifes.

Do you know Apocalyptica? it is an instrumental Finnish band and they have a song called Farewell. You can listen it and try to imagine how i feel now...

Anyway, i'll try to explain this in words... because today i am having strange feelings inside me. Some of my "two week's friends" are leaving the island. Obviously we will keep in touch by email (i am thinking about facebook and it is possible that i made an account ...) because we have to share our photos, videos and experiences, really a lot of them in a short time .

I am feeling sad, unhappy,... but three weeks ago i didn,t know anything about these people or even more i didn't know anything about their countries...

Nearly all here are suffering some kind of "big brother house's player" feeling, as if we knew so so much about the people that is leaving...

Also, the weather is not good it has been raining all the day, pouring sometimes. The day was dark since the morning and this helps me to feel more in blue... This is our life, you known worth people and then you lose them.

Tomorrow, new people are coming, another week here is going to start. Maybe i will make new friends, but these friends that have left the island today, all of us have left something of you in me.

I hope, we can meet again somewhere in time...

Take care of yourself and enjoy your life¡